A Little Overwhelmed

I can truly say that I am a little overwhelmed at what I have planned in the middle of December.  It's not a fear of me actually moving.  It's the actual cleaning out of the stuff that I already own.  Yes I am still doing this and very slowly.  The issue is that I am having some trouble letting things go.

I'm giving away a lot of stuff; my kitchen gear, bedroom set and bed, etc.  I had a small sad moment when I was asked if I was going to be taking or leaving my vacuum cleaner.  I had a moment over my VACUUM CLEANER...of all things!

I believe the deeper emotion in that moment was the realization that I had to start over with buying EVERYTHING.  It was a slight case of panic.  I'm going to be feeling that a lot these next few weeks.  All I need to do is suck it up and move on.  People do this all the time...starting over.

Yes it will take time to build everything up again but to tell you the truth I don't want all of this crap again.  I just want the essentials...the bare minimum for living.  This way I can just pick up and move on to my next destination.  I'll get to that point.  I've always been a last minute on the whim kind of girl.  I just need to shape my shopping to that.

My plan for today...to continue with cleaning out and getting organized.  Thanksgiving is this week and the family will be here to celebrate and share.  This is going to be a great week!  I need to get on the ball.

Later all!

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