I Am Exhausted!

I HARDLY got any sleep last night. That's because I could not sleep. Even though it was raining and it sounded so soothing I could not get to sleep until the wee hours of the morning. Well the problem was I had to get up at the butt crack of dawn to get on with my day. Of course the morning was just fine. It was an hour or two after I had my lunch that it really started to kick in...the tiredness. Oh man! I had to continue on with my day!

Now I am at the house about to do some MAJOR chillaxin. I still have a show to watch so I can do that tonight. I don't know. I just may crash. That sounds so nice right now. Again...I don't know. I'll figure it out some way or another.

I had a lot on my mind last night...mind was going a million miles a minute it seemed. I was thinking of my empire that I will have in the future. Yes it is VERY possible and will happen. I am that determined. Lol. My empire consists of my business of choice that I just LOVE and ENJOY doing, my place(s) of residence, and my Man. Well everything else will need to be in place...then I will get the Man. I need to be established before I can even THINK of a long term relationship with a Man. I need to have something to share with him...bring to the table. I will once I build up my empire. It's going to be SO beautiful. Then I will be free to take care of him like a woman should...and I will be so looking forward to doing that. ;0)

I was also thinking about my past which brought me to where I am today. The good and bad molded me into who I am today. I am not quite happy with that. I do not like the woman that I have become. I am working towards being the confident, carefree, high-spirited woman that I was seven years ago. Trust me...it is very possible to get back there. I'm working on it. ;0)

Alright I think I'm going to sign off. It time for some chillaxin. I see me and my pillow meeting early tonight. :0)