Living Fearlessly Thus Far...

No there is still plenty of fear in my being.  There have been a few things that I've acted on since the new year began.  That's always a good thing.  What I need to do is continue to ACT.  Action is what generates results.  That is what I need in my life is a whole lot of results.  Yup yup...a work in progress.

I spent some time at my local bar last night having a few cold ones and catching up in my journal.  I did not start a new journal for the new year...I still had space in the old one.  There's no point in wasting the paper so I just continued on in the old one...besides a full year can't fit in one of those journals.  Lol.  Anyhoo, I was at my bar for quite a bit catching up.  Even though I was in my little corner I kept getting interrupted.  It's cool though...they are all good people and they bought all my beer that night.  Good folks!

I had an interesting start to my new year.  Finally got paid which is always good.  Got snowed in and decided to stick it out and hang out for the rest of the week into the weekend.  Hung out with some great folks.  Had to say goodbye to my old college girl and her daughter.  Hanging out with some old co-workers from the "just because" job I took back in October.  They are all good peoples!  Good times had by all!  Especially my boy Tony...he has the most adorable son ever!  :0)  The ladies need to watch out when he gets older.

I've had a number of lonely moments but that is to be expected of a single woman.  So I've been keeping myself busy.  Taking pictures as much as I can, hanging out outside of the house no matter where it is, reading, etc.  Being unattached has it's benefits but it also has it's drawbacks.  It's going to be a good minute before I start dating again, especially since I'm moving.  I'm not going to know none of them cats back east.  Yes I know that dating is getting to know someone but not in the first few months while I'm there.  This is a rebuilding year for me...I gotta get to it, through it, and claim victory!

I really hate to admit it but I'm going to miss KC...a little.  It's mostly the people and not necessarily the actual city.  I can always come back to visit and they sure can come to see me anytime.  Again, still some work to be done about this living fearlessly gig but hey...nothing changes overnight, right?  Baby steps!