Today Was Weird

Yes...very weird. I don't know what came over me but I was just not feeling it today. There was no motivation whatsoever involved with anything relating to this day. That's so sad too...today's theme for my challenge is ATTITUDE.

Now I have always been associated with this word. Someone says attitude and my name usually follows. It's not a bad thing...most of the time. Lol. It was mainly the way I handled things and always spoke up about certain things. The word was I never took any crap from anyone and I always got the job done...whether you liked it or not. It was tied into my confidence...that was just me.

You noticed I said WAS throughout that entire paragraph? Yes...I seemed to have lost a lot of my spunky attitude. Sad to say but I let life take that away. Trust me I'm working on getting it all back. Every little piece of everything I have lost. You see it's lost so I can get it back...and I will.

My attitude today was just boo boo! There was no reason for me to have that negative vibe going on. It was my choice though to feel that way and mine alone. I'm good to go now but it sucks that the majority of the BEAUTIFUL day has gone by and I spent most of it cranky. Nah that's not the way. There needs to be some happiness going on here...some smiling all the time and all around giddiness. Well maybe not ALL of that but my moods need to stay positive. This negative crap I'm NOT having! NO!

I will do so much better tomorrow. I haven't read to see what the theme is tomorrow. I'll check it out before I turn in for the night. I know I DEFINITELY have to do some prayer and some meditating this evening before I do turn in. Gotta banish this mood from my being...you are no longer welcome sir/ma'am! :0)

Ok I'm signing off for the moment. Later.