Sunday

I'm not doing much today. I've already read the word of the day and the meditations for it. It was about marriage and divorce mostly...how woman was made for man to become one flesh. For man to leave his mother and father and take on his wife and become one. I wholeheartedly believe in that. My issue is I believe I am too stubborn and absentminded to actually be able to see who my 'compliment' will be. Yes I said it correctly...COMPLIMENT.

I believe that there is one man out there that will compliment me in a way that will make me better than I am. He will make me strive to be excellent without being overbearing. He will love me and I him and things will be alright. I had believed that I had found him but that was not the case. GOD has someone in mind for me...and I will see him when I am ready. At the moment I believe that I am not.

I still need to get some things together on my end. My heart is still very bruised from my last love. It needs some tending to. Once I get into a position where everything is stable on my end then I will be ready for this man. And believe me...I will welcome this man with open arms. NO baggage...NO holding back...NO expectations. It will be me after all because by the time he comes to me I will have found myself and loved myself unconditionally for quite some time. That's where it begins...I must know who I am, where I'm going, and love every inch of me in order for anyone else to be in the picture. I'm working on it. :0)

I'm going to continue with my Sunday with some more reading. I love filling my head with knowledge. In this case it's fiction...Jane Austen's Persuasion. It should be a great read.

Till next time...