I'm thinking of revamping the blog again. Currently I have a lot of ideas and I'm trying to get them all together so that they all make sense. They are all over the place right now. My issue...I want to do to many things. What I'm doing is seeing what will actually work for me. I have a pretty good idea now...everything has been a total mess for the past few weeks.
My idea:
I want to have a website showcasing...well me! Lol. This site will be a portal to other things that I am doing. Ok so for example I am a real estate consultant. I will have a link on this site to go to my real estate business site. I also like to blog (when I actually get to it). So I will have another link pointing folks to my blog site. My blog site will have no specific theme. Pretty much just me living life. I have recently opened up a personalized gift store on the web so guess what...there will be a link that goes there as well. Once I get my ars in gear with my photography I will have a link for that as well to go with my personalized gift store. See? I like to do a lot of things. Lol.
Let's recap...a main page that points people to the different aspects of ME. Not to bad if I say so myself. It's all a work in progress. :D ♥
I finally hooked up my desktop computer! I've been on my laptop computer which is supposed to be my work computer. I didn't like that at all. All of my media is on this desktop...this is my play system so of course this is where everything is.
I'll need to off load my images from my camera. I've been waiting to do that for some time now. My 365 project is pretty much done...couldn't keep up with it. I'm going to continue to post what I shoot but I won't have an image for every day of the year. It's OK...baby steps and I'll get there eventually.
I still have a bit more organizing to do. I'm making my stuff kind of fit in with the baby stuff. My nephew should be here after this weekend. His room is coming along perfectly. The decals that were purchased are adorable. My stuff is going to be out of site so not to distract. I am so excited.
Well I'm out...gotta a few more things to catch up on. :0)
They're quite annoying actually. These are days that I am letting my emotions get the best of me. There are just some days where I am just sad...for no reason. There may be some underlying reason...a few actually. The issue is it's just not one thing. It's a bunch of crap raining on my parade. Like I said...annoying.
I had a nice argument with myself this morning/afternoon. I pretty cussed myself out, called myself names, and put myself down for not taking any initiative with my life. Oh yeah...I am harder on myself more than ANYONE out there in this here world. I find it funny that I had this little 'talk' with myself today. I only seem to do it when I'm having 'one of those days'. Other days I'm good to go and taking care of business...the majority of the time. It doesn't matter when I do it...I need to stop doing it. It's not healthy.
I have these 'moments' when I feel stuck and I haven't figured out how to get unstuck. Eventually I figure it out but until then I'm ripping myself a new one trying to get motivate to get it together. It worked in the past...not so much nowadays. What am I feeling stuck on now? Living with my sister and her boyfriend and they're newborn baby. (1) I feel like I'm in the way. (2) I don't have my own anything. Actually those should be reverses. The main issue with me at the moment is that I do not have my own anything. Working on all types of angles to get my own. Nothing is materializing...so I'm stuck.
Trust and believe that I will get to where I need to be to have my own and be merry. Since this is the first time for me not having my own it's a bit hard to swallow. My 'moments' have been longer and harder to get out of. New surroundings are great but if the same issue is still present then it needs to be dealt with. So...
I picked up the Maryland Real Estate Practice and Law book so I can study. I can tell it's going to be a dry read but hey it needs to be done. I sent an email to a technology temp recruiter seeing if there were any opening...I'm going to do this every week. I've found a few places that peek my interest here. Love Borders...will be spending some time there. There is also a library around here that I haven't made it to yet but will. I need to spend more time outside of this apartment. The issue I may run into is my spending. It looks like everything I like to do is going to cost. I need to find free things to do here that are close...gas in the Jeep counts and most things are pretty far away.
See...some progress. I just need to get past my 'moments' with a bit more finesse and grace. Working on it.
Ok...I went to eat at a local Hooters and noticed that there were a lot of
Pittsburgh Steelers stuff hanging up. I thought this odd since the region
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